The numbness is disturbing, and it never allows itself to think too hard about what that means. Not feeling. It knows, from well honed reflex, that spending too much time thinking about the lack of sensation is enough to make it mad. To send it spinning, tumbling through the nothing, losing itself. If has come back from that nothing a few times, ( Read more... )

*headdesk until the discomfort goes away*

Well. A few things to point out before we begin. I don't play TF2, I can't play FPSes, they hurt my brain. But, for unknown reasons- probably of a demonic nature- whenever I have a major examination coming up, I have TF2 dreams. RED wins? I kick the exam's ass. BLU? Hello C or less.

I had a software midterm ( Read more... )

( Conception of a Perfect Day )

 Back and Back
Because sometimes the people watching,
Don’t know where the story starts.

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Languish
Languid
So similar in form,
And different in function.
There is artistry in the slash of a blade, but she no longer notices it. This work of hers, once a plague, then a passion, and now what? Nothing, but an endless passage of the days. The world around her lives in constant fear, her word is law, her wrath is death. And yet, she is ( Read more... )

A more detailed backstory for Jenjen.
In the hopes that she'll come and play with me!

Nefisral of Keroon had always been destined for great things. She was a powerful young woman, with a mind sharper than dragon claws and the sort of wit that only comes once in a generation. Those were her gifts by birth. Whatever else she gained, she fought for.

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Do you remember what an LJ cut means? It means that freaking Gaia has ruined anything resembling self-resistance and willpower, is what it means! GRAR!

( Also, fanfiction. That too. )

Not really a piece worth reading
Just some simple exercises.
I got bored.

Who was your first character?

Nef Revlis (currently Neph Revlis). Her first incarnate was not, however, the vicious scientist we've all come to hate. In fact, she was the leader of the Organics rebellion in the original draft of permanent Changes, a futuristic sci-fi war between ( Read more... )

Just tell him
It was a
Dare

Verites had grown used to her friend's predatory smile and appraising eyes. It was nothing unusual. Every Friday afternoon, walking home from school, Neph would stare at her like some sort of meal, and make thinly veiled comments, while her brother watched them both with something akin to disgust. But, he never turned his ( Read more... )

Some people like it rough,
We make it rough.The very first time she'd associated pain and pleasure... The very first time she'd been pleasured, of course. The curse of womankind, to suffer pain before pleasure. But, He had taken care of her, made it okay. Because he wouldn't hurt her, that wasn't how it worked. Maybe it was something wrong with her.

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